Inspiration

yo! it's been a long time since the last time i posted a blog.. i mean really long. lately i just dont know what to share, even though lot of things happened. and i'm not really sure if anyone ever read my blog again, haha.. but i always can think this blog as my personal online journal right.

so anyway. what's up guys? hows life going? mine is pretty good, maybe it's just so so for me.. 

i've been thinking a lot lately, this year probably not my best year. or i can say the most stressed year ever? been through a lot of things. good stuff and bad stuff and the bad stuff has quite taken the role for this year.

aaaand 2012 is the year of olympic, yes, finally right? i love olympic! (hate that hercules dude who made this as a 4 years annual event, 4 really?) been really enjoying watching olympic, as usual. and for the first time ever, i watched the paralympics..

i never had the interest to watch things like paralympic (more like not really knew abt it, bcs not much coverage about paralympic, para athletes, etc) i was just so sad olympic finally ended, so i thought well i could give a shot to paralympic... and after i seen it, all i can say is: AMAZING

i'm super amazed, WOW-ed, jawdropped, overwhelmed, and all of the shock words you can say.. that's what i feel. they're super human, clearly an inspiration. tough dudes and duddettes..? (lol i made that up, what's dude for women? i dont know)

it's like a secret motivational message delivered to me.

what i want to say is, i really look up to them. been looking for their story and journey about their life, the ups and downs. and really they are super motivational. then i look to myself. what a lazy person i am. i have everything, but still i forget to appreciate, thank, and enjoy.. i can say now is i really learned so much from them

well now, another lifegoal: gotta change the attitude, the way i think, etc. and then i will not stop learning, i'll open my eyes as wide as i could and try to see things from different perspective. try to be more open to people, accepting and understanding.. and of course try to be more patient and get rid of the lazyness.. (yes hardest part).. plus to strengthen my relationship to God (been naughty lately, hahaha)

i might fall couple of times or face walls to block me but i wont give up.. i know lots of people will help me, after all, i'm just some dudette who's trying to be better in life



so random, weird english, and last but not least. KUDOS to all para-athletes!

*gotta go back to work*